I must have been the worst girl you ever met.
I'm utterly sorry for what I've done. I'm truly sorry.
Am such a big letdown, I know.
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Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Decreasing;
Baby, tell me what happened to us?
Where's all the patience we had towards each other?
Where's the understanding gone to?
Where's the mutual trust? ):
Where's all the patience we had towards each other?
Where's the understanding gone to?
Where's the mutual trust? ):
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Friday, March 16, 2012
I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I daydream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversations; laughing at funny things that you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way that you look at me. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though neither of us know what the future holds, I know one thing for sure; You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Monday, February 27, 2012
Lowest;
Never ever say angry words towards me, becos for someone so stupid like me, I might just take it for real. To me, angry words are heartfelt words which you got no courage to say normally.
But what hurts the most was, you chose to leave me when my paranoia strikes me back once again.
Afterall, thanks for the truth. I know I simply suck big time......
But what hurts the most was, you chose to leave me when my paranoia strikes me back once again.
Afterall, thanks for the truth. I know I simply suck big time......
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Communication Breakdown;
At times, I don't even know what went wrong exactly. Why do we seems to have miscommunications most of the times. Throwing tantrums don't make things work out at all. I have super limited patience for any kinds of nonsense. So please, don't test nor try me. You will never wanna have a taste of my sucky attitude and foul temper seriouslyzz.
Thursday, February 9, 2012
Dirty & Cheap Jerk;
So all the while, I have been the BIGGEST FOOL!
Thank you, you made me learnt too much, so much, very much.
I sincerely hope karma will strikes you back doubly, or I should say you deserve it back in more than 10times back. (:
Thank you, you made me learnt too much, so much, very much.
I sincerely hope karma will strikes you back doubly, or I should say you deserve it back in more than 10times back. (:
Saturday, December 31, 2011
The Last Post for 2011
Its the day of the year. I have not yet came up with any resolutions other than work extremely hard. Didn't really officially came back to blog for like decades? I forgot how to blog already. Pardon me, do give me some time, and I'll get back here asap alright? (:
My life is almost like a drama for the whole of this year. I had blindly gone through 6months of nightmare, doing all sorts of crazy shits to salvage a meaningless relationship, when that particular chosen another one over me umpteen times. Now when I came to think of it, I felt so dumb seriously. -,-
However, I still can't let go of it now. Was it a habit or a horrible phobia left within me? I'm starting to ponder all the Whys and What Ifs. I once loved so hard, that I fell badly like no tomorrow. I held on so tight, and now I loosen my grip. Shouldn't had left me waiting in the cold and giving me endless heartbreaks. Okay, I think I sounded super contradicting. Argh.. Whatever. You can say am a coward for having no courage to face this, or I'm simply trying to avoid or whatsoever. I JUST DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT ANY FURTHER. Those times are my biggest fear, if you ever know.
Gonna work tomorrow, TURNED OFF. Well, just hope I can enjoy myself to the fullest tonight. Hehhe! ^^
P/S: Do people really change? If yes, then why do people says "A leopard will never change its spot?" Oh dear, I'm all mixed up. ):
My life is almost like a drama for the whole of this year. I had blindly gone through 6months of nightmare, doing all sorts of crazy shits to salvage a meaningless relationship, when that particular chosen another one over me umpteen times. Now when I came to think of it, I felt so dumb seriously. -,-
However, I still can't let go of it now. Was it a habit or a horrible phobia left within me? I'm starting to ponder all the Whys and What Ifs. I once loved so hard, that I fell badly like no tomorrow. I held on so tight, and now I loosen my grip. Shouldn't had left me waiting in the cold and giving me endless heartbreaks. Okay, I think I sounded super contradicting. Argh.. Whatever. You can say am a coward for having no courage to face this, or I'm simply trying to avoid or whatsoever. I JUST DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT ANY FURTHER. Those times are my biggest fear, if you ever know.
Gonna work tomorrow, TURNED OFF. Well, just hope I can enjoy myself to the fullest tonight. Hehhe! ^^
P/S: Do people really change? If yes, then why do people says "A leopard will never change its spot?" Oh dear, I'm all mixed up. ):
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Perplex;
And now, I don't even know whether am I doing the right thing or not. But one thing for sure is, am feeling terribly awful inside out! I have got so many doubts in me, which I don't even dare to voice out. Becos nothing will ever change, you won't even wanna pause for a moment and listen to what I've got to say. You only want things to go your way. I have got no say at all. I don't understand why can't we really sit down and have a real good talk to sort out everything, to make things right and clear. Is that so hard? Could you please spare a thought for me? How would I feel eventually after all those you've said to me. Definitely, I'd love things to get better. Becos ykily.
Monday, October 24, 2011
Sober;
I let you believe that I'm okay when the truth is, I'm not and haven't been fine since we broke up. Why does this always happen to me. We end up good and why do you have to screw with my feelings all over again?
It really hurts and pains me terribly. Do you know how does it feels like to cry yourself to sleep every night? Those feelings will make you feel like dying instead of carrying on suffering like this.
Nobody has the ability to make things perfect, but everyone should be given chances to make it better. However, why am I not given a chance? Dear god, its not even once..
Sunday, October 9, 2011
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