嘆

很多事情我沒開口說，因為不想引起爭論。
我只是在等，等著哪一天你會自己發現有很多事情已不一樣了。
就因你的一句話，'我工作很累'
我能理解，我也能體諒，所以選擇默默承受。
但你只會說我又不開心，我又在發脾氣。
其實，早在你沒那麼的忙之前，這些事早已變質了。

或許；

我們不適合。

之前的激情如今去了哪裡，輸給了什麼？

Late night thoughts;

為何總是到了夜深人靜的時候，人的感觸特別多？
為甚麼我只想找個人在睡前聊天都這麼難？
為何妳總是拒絕我？
為甚麼妳都不陪我了？
為何我有千言萬語想說的時候，妳卻沒在我身旁聆聽？
為甚麼當我無話可說的時候，妳偏愛找話題？
為何越是簡單的，就越是做不到？
為甚麼我們之間會漸漸演變成這樣？

无

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲，变成两部悲伤的电影。 为什么你带我走过最难忘的旅行，然后留下最痛的纪念品？

J;

Does it have to be
One of those days
When happiness wants to push me away
As the dark clouds
Take over the light
How I feel alone tonight
And I wonder where in the world you are
For all I know, we could be miles apart
And I wanna hear your voice again
Oh I can’t get over that I miss your love

Baby, I miss you more than words could say
My heart beats
But it hurts more everyday
Oh, Baby, what I would give for one more day
I’m feelin’ so alone, how could I let you go, oh
If you were here, I’d be okay

I can’t deny
That I’m still in love
You’re the only one
I’m always thinkin’ of
And I hope that someday
You can fall back in love with me
I’m sorry for just bein’ wrong
I’m sorry for the way we’ve become
But I’m not that sorry for the way that I’ve been feelin’

Baby, I miss you more than words could say
My heart beats
But it hurts more everyday
Baby, what I would give for one more day
I’m feelin’ so alone, how could I let you go, oh
If you were here, I’d be okay

Ooh, I don’t know where you are
And it’s driving me so crazy, oh, Baby
Where could you be?
Just call me, please
I just wanna hear you’re voice say to me
That you need me
‘Coz I need you
And I miss you
Baby, come back to me

Baby, I miss you more than words could say
My heart beats
But it hurts more everyday
Baby, what I would give for one more day
I’m feelin’ so alone, how could I let you go, oh
If you were here, I’d be oh. . .

Baby, I miss you more than words could say
My heart beats
But it hurts more everyday
Baby, what I would give for one more day
I’m feelin’ so alone, how could I let you go, oh
If you were here, I’d be okay

Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Every now and then I fall apart

Human changes, so do I. (:
& I love J.

Life

It's been long since I last posted up an entry. So, here's another one, a short update about me.

• Will be looking for new job soon, no more being an Interior Designer for me ^^
• Gonna play hard before I settle down with new job, at least let me go relax first. HAHA!
• Flying off to Penang on the upcoming 6th, will be back with my favourite boy on the 10th.
• Catch up with my lovely girls for my b'day after I'm back. I'm getting old already laaaaa. 
• Off to Bkk next :D

I can't wait for all these events to take place, hehehehe! It's my virgin trip to the 2 countries, and my parents are still not being informed yet. x: 

Overall, am happy with life now. ((:

P/S: Do follow me on Twitter/Instagram: cayceemeows 

I'm more active there. =D

想念是一種病，它叫相思病。

我沒有很想妳，只是每天早上醒來第一個想到你。
我沒有很想妳，只是偶爾會翻閱妳的短訊。
我沒有很想妳，只是把自己關在角落裡逃避。
我沒有很想妳，只是在深夜裡睡不著翻來覆去。
我沒有很想妳，只是偶爾會打聽妳的消息。
我沒有很想妳，只是每天都會期盼著妳的簡訊或來電。
我沒有很想妳，只是每天都會播放妳愛聽的歌曲。
我沒有很想妳，只是每當有好的東西，我會希望能在第一時間與妳分享。
我沒有很想妳，只是每當回想起妳的笑容，眼淚會不知覺的流下。
我沒有很想妳，只是每當閉上眼，妳的輪廓很自然的浮現在腦海。
我真的並沒有想妳.......

太想爱你是我抑压不了的念头
想要全面占领你的喜怒哀愁
你已征服了我
却还不属于我
叫我如何不去猜测你在想甚么
太想爱你是我抑压不了的折磨
能否请你不要不要选择闪躲
只想爱你的我
太想爱你的我
难道只能在迷雾中猜你的轮廓

When minutes become hours 
When days become years 　
And I don’t know where you are
Color seems so dull without you

Have we lost our minds? 
What have we done
But it all doesn’t seem to matter anymore 

When you kissed me on that street, I kissed you back 
You held me in your arms, I held you in mine
You picked me up to lay me down 
When I look into your eyes 
I can hear you cry for a little bit more of you and I
I’m drenched in your love
I’m no longer able to hold it back

Is it too late to ask for love?
Is it wrong to feel right? 
When the world is winding down 
Thoughts of you linger around 

When you kissed me on that street, I kissed you back
You held me in your arms, I held you in mine 
You picked me up to lay me down 
When I look into your eyes 
I can hear you cry for a little bit more of you and I
I’m drenched in your love 
I’m no longer able to hold it back

L O S T

Every now and then, I get lonely.
Every now and then, I get tired of listening to the sound of those tears. 

Every now and then, I get helpless like a lost child in the woods.
Every now and then, I get angst and I know I've got to get out and cry.

Every now and then, I get restless and I dream of something wild and impossible.

Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart. 
There's almost nothing I can do.
Once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only weeping in the dark.
Nothing I can do, absolutely nothing.
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark

We will be holding on forever, if you will only hold me tight.
We will only be making it right, because we will never be wrong together.

Your love is like a shadow on me all the time, 
wherever I go, whatever I do, it's just all the time.








And I need you, 
every now and then.